home sweet home :)
u can tell where I am right now aren't you? hehe. it's good to be home..the exhausted and fatigue has finally come to an end. but not for long.. because finals are just around the corner! hmmph, so i've been spending the whole week with assignment, written submissions, case review whatsoever..
I've been fighting with my own feelings when things suddenly being so much difficult for me..haih, despite the fact that I'm actually such a 'hardcore' person, sometimes I have to admit that I'm still a girl..sometimes I have this fragile kind of feeling.. I can't help myself but to feel hurt.. all this time I'm trying to pretend that I'm strong.. never take a damn how people treats me.. but sometimes I cant hardly hide anymore. I have to let it go. and when its time, all i do is crying over my pillow all night long until I fall asleep..pathetic right? I know. but I can't help.
I can call myself a loser for this moment..you know, Im super broke right now. I dont have much money right now..maybe its time for me to accept the fact that my last name isn't Trumph.. betul ke aku eja name die tu? biaq pi la. I just got 3 summon letters (rm150) while I only have RM10 in my pocket.. I was like T_T.. giler bawak berita buruk makcik fellow ni. bencinya.. and I also have to accept the fact that, less money, less frieds, more money more friends..so I can see some of my friends seems avoiding me maybe because Im such a loser with empty pocket :'(
afterall...I feel good again after i get home. no matter what happen, I still have my family with me. syukur alhamdulillah....
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